I'm not going to go into this too much but we had to go to the doctor last night because I was having issues yesterday. He says he doesn't think we are as far along as we thought. But I think we lost another baby. We should be about 5 or 6 weeks, but the ultrasound they did last night didn't look like that. Our ultrasound in April was at 5 weeks and we could see a strong heart beat. This one should be about the same and no heart beat. We rescheduled our doctors appointment for Friday so we'll see.

6 weeks..I think?

I think I am 6 weeks along. If I'm not this picture is a little scary. I haven't gained any weight yet...WOOOHOOO! But my weight I already had has definitely shifted. A few people have noticed I am pregnant...how could you not?..and when they find out I'm only 6 weeks the first thing they say is "is it twins?" Oh gosh...I hope not. That would be tough. I think my body is just thinking...huh 4Th pregnancy I know what to do.

Our first doctor's appointment is on Tuesday, so we will see what the doctor says. For some reason I still feel like it's not real and the doctor is going to call me crazy. Weird I know.

So on the clutzness!!!

I am usually a little klutz as Bobbie so lovingly told me. However when I'm pregnant it is ridiculous. Let me give you a few examples. I am all of the sudden a retard on a key board. yes nothing is spelled right..it has all the right letters just in the wrong order. It's like one hand is faster than the other...seriously. So sad...thank goodness for spell check.

yesterday I was taking pictures of Kailye climbing a tree and I was dropping the camera. It was like something out of a cartoon, I just bounced it around between my hand before I could finally get a grip on it..sheesh. I'm sure the cars that drove by thought it was funny.

When I got out of a friends car today I smacked my head on her door even though a half a second earlier I watched a friend do the same thing. I also dropped a bag with Cafe Rio take out in it as soon as I got out of the car yesterday. Not just my take out but 3 other peoples. Not because it slipped out of my hand but it's like my hand involuntarily opened.

Another example, the other night I was picking up the computer to take it over to the couch and I had it at about eye level, well I then decided to turn my head..quickly...I slammed my head directly into the top of my computer, while I was holding it. Oh wait it gets better.

So tonight I picked up the computer to go sit at the couch and I slammed it into my nose. Not because I slipped or was dropping it. Apparently just because my brain was saying to my hand "hey watch this". Oh man. I hope I don't break something...not like computer or camera but more like my face. There are so many more but I think I've said enough.

UG!!

I have been feeling pretty good. Not too tired..I mean tired but not too bad. So I haven't had any huge cravings except for Burger King fries..I know gross. Today I ate lunch and had a yummy salad I love and about 5 minutes later I ran to the bathroom. Oh man, I was so sad. I really like...scratch that..likeed that salad. I was a little nervous that this pregnancy was in my head because I hadn't been that sick or tired...plus my boobs don't hurt..I know TMI. I have however dropped everything I've touched which is how I figured out I was pregnant. I'm a huge cluts when I 'm pregnant...Really it's bad. With Kailye at 8 1/2 months pregnant I fell over. Ask Steph about it. It was hilarious, I'm sure. Well I have to get back to work.

First post.

We haven't told anyone we are pregnant yet. And with very good reason. We lost our last baby at 5 weeks and the one before that at 12 weeks. With that one we had seen our little babies strong heart beat and saw it bouncing around. It was the most horrific experience I've ever had to deal with. Something you wouldn't fully understand unless you've gone through it your self. It is soooo hard to see your little baby moving one day and told it didn't make it the next. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Anyway, enough of that. We have our first doctor's appointment next week but I wanted to start to document our pregnancy so I could look back later. Here is the first belly picture also. This is 5 weeks ....I think.