Monday, June 28, 2010

Is this some kind of cruel joke...

So 2 forms of Birth Control and God said...
"I don't think so Griffee's you need 3 babies under 3!!!"
It's official...AGAIN...we are having another one. I went to the doctor this morning half expecting him to say, "oh no you're not pregnant. It's just a misunderstanding."
Well that didn't happen.
I am still a basket case on this subject. It took us years to have a second child and we have had 4 miscarraiges, one of which was believed to be twins. Even when I got pregnant right away with Gabe I was okay with it because I was just happy we were blessed to be able to have kids. But, I am having a really hard time with this one. We had just decided to wait 3-4 years and have me get through school...well those plans are obviously going to have to change.
This camel only needs one more straw to break it's back!