Well I have now had more miscarriages than I have children.
I had an infection with my IUD and had to have it removed and with in 2 days I knew I was pregnant. a few weeks later that intuition was proven correct. Well it wasn't too long after that when I had a very large clot pass and then the cramping set in. I have been trying to keep a happy face but this is never a simple easy thing.
If I didn't know my body as well as I do I probably would not have even known and just thought I was pretty late. But with 6 pregnancies in the past 3 years I can tell usually by the first few days.
I didn't realize I wanted another baby already I thought I wanted to wait. Once I found out about the new one I was thinking time lines with school and Michael and how we would do this and now I'm just sad. Most of the time I am fine and really almost no one knows but then every once in a while it will blindside me. This is not my first rodeo with this mess. I have been through this 3 previous times, one of those times was horrific for me, but it still is not fun.
I'll be fine, we'll be fine.
I had an infection with my IUD and had to have it removed and with in 2 days I knew I was pregnant. a few weeks later that intuition was proven correct. Well it wasn't too long after that when I had a very large clot pass and then the cramping set in. I have been trying to keep a happy face but this is never a simple easy thing.
If I didn't know my body as well as I do I probably would not have even known and just thought I was pretty late. But with 6 pregnancies in the past 3 years I can tell usually by the first few days.
I didn't realize I wanted another baby already I thought I wanted to wait. Once I found out about the new one I was thinking time lines with school and Michael and how we would do this and now I'm just sad. Most of the time I am fine and really almost no one knows but then every once in a while it will blindside me. This is not my first rodeo with this mess. I have been through this 3 previous times, one of those times was horrific for me, but it still is not fun.
I'll be fine, we'll be fine.
You are a strong woman and amaze me! Cute skirts to distract! Good Job
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