Suprise!!

So if you're reading this SSSHHHHHH!!!

Not like it's a huge suprise coming from us but we are expecting again.  We apparently DO NOT know how to plan to have kids and are not very good at our methods of prevention (although they are the same as everyone else and it's works for them).  We were more than surprised and we are trying to keep it a secret for as long as possible.  Mostly to cut down on the months of criticism from other people..lol.  

I'm still in the I want to cry my eyes out, I just spent a year losing 50 lbs., I have TWO bedrooms in my 870 sq. ft. house, where are we going to put a 5th baby, how are we going to pay for a c-section with no ins. stage of this news...but that being said I'm trying to get excited and realize that for us these babies come on God's time not ours.  So FAITH is the name of the game this time around.